Transformation or Death - Transformation or Death chapter 289

289 – Sweet Proposal

“Uh, uh…? What does that mean, sister…”

“You don’t have to act pretentious.”

Yun Seol-hwa smiled softly and said. Even though Han Jaejoong was not his partner, his smile was extremely benevolent. He smiles warmly, as if he will forgive any mistake.

“You like Jaejoong too.”

Jo Ayun quietly broke into a cold sweat as she looked at that smile.

“Oh, no, is this sister crazy… Well, well… I like her, but… But! “I definitely don’t like you in the same way as Ahee or Unnie!”

I was even more afraid because there was no sign of anger.

‘Why am I going to die here today?’

There may be some dark thoughts beneath a warm smile. If you fall for that benevolent smile and say something wrong, Yun Seol-hwa’s hound might run amok and run wild.

“…really?”

“It’s true!”

Jo Ayun responded immediately without the slightest hesitation to Seolhwa Yoon, who confirmed it again.

[It’s a bit of a scolding.]

‘It’s true. ‘You damn parrot.’

He also responded immediately to the mascot who was arguing with him.

‘…It’s real.’

Yeah, I admit it a little bit. Just a little, just a little bit!!! I felt bad for Han Jaejoong!!

When I was in school, I felt a little excitement when I saw him.

However, that is just an illusion based on the admiration she felt for the older man who saved her when she was young.

The tingly feeling I’ve been feeling lately is nothing more than a misunderstanding of the intimacy I’ve developed from dealing with the opposite s*x for a long time.

From the time I was born until now, that was my only interaction with the opposite s*x.

At a time when your romantic cells are boiling over, a good-looking and like-minded person of the opposite s*x is by your side, so it’s inevitable that you’ll have impure imaginations from time to time.

In other words, his dark feelings toward Han Jae-joong can be seen as a manifestation of his unconscious desire to relieve the loneliness created by living alone for a long time.

My feelings for him are not heteros*xual.

[Hmm… So your feelings for Han Jae-joong are just s*xual desires?]

‘Why the fuck does that happen?’

However, it is not even about s*xual desire!!!

Of course, my feelings toward Han Jaejoong are love. The heart is pure love.

It is a form of affection that seems to take friendship to its extreme without any s*xual desires involved.

“Aren’t you too worried that you have a rival these days? You’re making such a fuss… What’s the deal between you and me? “We are partners who can even take a half-body bath with each other.”

“Of course you can. “After you’ve enjoyed everything you have to do.”

“Oh, no! That’s not what I’m saying… It’s possible to take a half-body bath, but it’s impossible to kiss… Ah, you know what I’m talking about!”

Jo Ayun, on the other hand, got irritated and criticized Yun Seol-hwa.

When I thought about it, it felt unfair to be subjected to something similar to an interrogation like this.

What have you done so far? Of course, we exchanged sweet words, and we never had any sticky entanglement. Even when they kept the transformation a secret between the two of them, they never did anything suspicious.

“anyway! I don’t have any such feelings towards you! From the beginning, I thought of you as my real brother! Would you feel that way between siblings?”

“Hmm… It’s a mindset that seems easy to use as a special element that only feels immoral without violating morals.”

“You know how really perverted you are sometimes, right?”

Jo Ayun glanced at Yun Seol-hwa with a cold gaze.

“I’m sorry, Ayun, I’m not happy when you look at me like that. “I only want to feel those disdainful gazes from Jaejoong…”

“Do you think I’m fulfilling your s*xual fantasy right now…?”

It’s a really unpleasant feeling to find out about an acquaintance’s s*xual orientation. Zhao Yun frowned at him. He had a face that looked exactly like the one that Han Jae-joong sometimes looks at Yun Seol-hwa.

“Hehe, you’re becoming more and more like Jaejoong.”

“Who, me?”

“huh. “The way we act, speak, and even think… are becoming more and more similar.”

“Should I be happy about that or hate it…?”

Jo Ayun laughed bitterly.

“Of course you should be happy. Ayun, I just compared you to the most noble being in this world. “It was a high praise for being similar to a light born from light, the glory of humanity, grace and truth, and a new shoot growing in dry land!”

“Is it that much?”

Isn’t this really a religion? Jo Ayun frowned again as she watched Yun Seol-hwa gradually raise her voice in excitement.

“I’m saying this because you are that kind of person, Ayun. Do you really not love Jaejoong with the same heart as me?”

Yun Seol-hwa asked again in a calm voice that calmed her excited mind.

“So I really…”

“I said I was worried because my rivals were increasing these days, right? “That must be a mistake, Ayun.”

She continued speaking, interrupting the repeated negation with a repeated question.

“I never once thought of those guys as rivals. This is something that cannot be established in the first place. “Rival” is a word that can only be used when competition is established. Do you think that my love can be compared to that of those friends?”

Yun Seol-hwa spoke calmly. There was no hint of confidence or arrogance in his tone. The tone of speech was simple, as if lecturing on historical facts. What was there was confidence, not arrogance.

“no. The amount of time accumulated is different, the quality of emotions exchanged is different, and the weight of the promises sworn is different. I will definitely love Jaejoong, and Jaejoong will definitely love me too. There may be room for someone else to intervene in that love, but she won’t surpass me in that.”

Faith in yourself and faith in the person you love. Trust solidified like a strong castle wall. It was a trust that was perhaps more powerful than love.

It’s not a joke, but in reality, Yun Seol-hwa’s feelings toward Han Jae-joong somewhat resembled religion. There was an air about her similar to that of a priest who believed and followed her sacred truth.

“Ayoon, don’t misunderstand. The love question I just asked you was not a question to test you. I’m anxious, and it’s especially not a question to exclude you from me and his love. “This is my offer to you.”

Yun Seol-hwa didn’t even feel the need to test Jo Ayun’s heart. The question was merely a formality. She was already making up her mind. Even if she denies it, Yun Seol-hwa does not break that belief.

A suggestion, not a test. The meaning was simple.

“If you love with the same heart as me, I will love you with the same heart.”

It meant that if Jo Ayun wanted it, Yun Seol Hwa would take a more comprehensive way of loving.

“Ayun, I love you. “I won’t say it because it would be a lie to say that Jaejoong is that much, but of course you are next after him.”

“….”

“And it will be the same for Jaejoong. Jaejoong loves you too. Of course, you too. You are gradually becoming more like Jaejoong. Doesn’t that mean you’re thinking about him unconsciously?”

Yun Seol-hwa smiled softly. The moonlight that seeped through the crack in her window formed the corner of her mouth and sparkled. Combined with her unique white and innocent beauty, her appearance felt like an angel who had come to convey God’s will.

“Ayun, I’ll ask you again. Do you love him with the same heart as I do?”

Jo Ayun closed her mouth for a moment. The playful atmosphere from before was not there. This was a situation that required a more careful answer.

“no.”

But her answer remained the same.

“Eh… why…? “Ayoon, are you rejecting this sister’s heart?!”

Yun Seol-hwa asked, crying.

“But you don’t have such an angelic heart. “I already figured out from the time we spent together that he has a sinister and trashy inner self compared to his appearance.”

“Ah, Ayun… you said… you said it too harshly… I was really hurt…”

“Sister, no matter how starry and monster-filled the world is, this is modern society. Even though the crime of adultery has been abolished, it is still a moral problem. What are you saying when you say you’re going to get married? it’s crazy?”

There was no moral problem with Jo Ayun’s remarks.

“But there are no legal problems, right?”

However, the person in front of me was not someone who cared about morality.

For Han Jaejoong, moral luck was of little use in the face of someone who was ready to turn all magical girls into enemies and attack public opinion and even civilians.

“…Bigamy is a crime.”

“Oh, that doesn’t matter.”

Seolhwa Yoon smiled like a girl thinking about her first love. That smile was like a refreshing and fragrant fruit suitable to decorate the end of midsummer.

“If Jaejoong wants it, I plan to change the law.”

“…what?”

Jo Ayun asked back with a dumbfounded look on her face.

“Are you really a crazy b*tch?”

“that’s right. “She’s crazy in love.”

“No, I just think she’s crazy….”

This poison doesn’t mean it’s causing mental problems. Jo Ayun thought seriously.

“Sister, let’s go to the psychiatric department tomorrow morning as soon as we have time….”

“Of course, if you want to. “As with most issues, your opinion is the most important, right?”

Yun Seol-hwa was adamant. It seemed like he had no intention of listening to Jo Ayun’s opinion at all.

“So, I’ll ask you again, Ayun. Do you love Jaejoong with the same heart as me?”

Jo Ayun knows. There is nothing false in what Yun Seol-hwa said.

It was clear that this was a proposal she made with great intention. She wasn’t angelic, she’d just been sarcastic, but she was actually angelic enough to make this suggestion.

“Sister.”

There is no lie in those words, and the consideration is sincere.

But behind that angelic consideration, there is one truth that remains unsaid.

“If I nod here, won’t your sister be jealous of me?”

“….”

The relationship was reversed from before. Seolhwa Yun was silent, and Ayun Jo smiled softly.

Jo Ayun also knows. As someone who has felt a little bit of love, even if it was an illusion, he can imagine how painful it is to hand over a loved one to someone else.

Although it is shared in form, as long as you do not take possession of it, it will be taken away by others.

Love must be complete. The union between a man and a woman should be blessed, and the path should be bright with flowers.

“Isn’t your sister’s dream to achieve love with her brother? “You can’t let her get involved in that.”

The girl’s dream was to marry her lover. Even now that she has grown into a full-fledged woman, that dream has not changed.

Jo Ayun’s role is a dream supporter. He is a guide that leads the way to dreams, and is also a solver that removes obstacles along the way.

That role has not changed even now.

You can’t avoid doing what you have to do.

“Ah, Ayun, your heart is more important than mine. You should not think of others as more important than yourself. You have to respect yourself first and foremost. therefore….”

Yun Seol-hwa impatiently opened her lips. Jo Ayun responded to that attitude with a benevolent smile.

“My answer won’t change, sister.”

Is this how Peter felt after denying Jesus three times? After Jo Ayun made her decision, she opened her mouth again.

The guide who supports your dreams should always be in the shadows.

It was not right to rudely step into someone else’s flower path.

“I can’t love my brother like my sister.”

The moonlight was fading away.

**

As the night deepened, the drunkenness also deepened somewhere.

“Jaejoong ssi….”

Han Jae-jung, who was only sipping water and refusing the drink Baek A-hee offered him, was sipped by someone on his back. Of course she was Baek Ahee. She wrapped her sticky body on his back and breathed into his ear.

Beyond the smell of alcohol, the faint sweet scent of a woman’s body tickled his secret area. The arms around his neck were sticky with sweat.

“That body is hot….”

“….”

Han Jaejoong put down his glass of water and placed his hand on top of hers. It was really hot like she said. The heat felt on my back made even me feel hot.

He slowly turned his head. His eyes met those of Baek Ah-hee, who was nearby. Our breaths overlapped. If he got a little closer, our lips would overlap.

He said to Baek Ah-hee, who was looking at him with moist eyes.

“Ahee, are you really feverish?”

“Eh.”

You’re a bit hot.

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What should I do with this fool who drinks and doesn’t even know he’s in pain? Han Jaejoong thought about it with a serious expression.